Why God Allows Suffering

I see myself as the inspector—sent to notice the brokenness, call out the errors, and then help heal what’s coming. God made me go through all that so I could understand exactly what was wrong, not for the family I came from, but for the bloodline that will come from me. I was sent to be separated from toxicity, to bring peace into the generations yet to be born.

Sometimes God lets us fall so we finally seek Him. It’s like a child jumping on the bed, laughing, ignoring the warnings: “You’ll fall and get hurt.” They don’t hear, because they’re having fun. But eventually, they fall—and when they do, they cry out to the parent they trust. Only then do they truly listen.

God’s plans are always bigger than what we can see in the moment. He allows what we don’t understand so we can trust Him and grow stronger in faith.

“You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.” – John 13:7

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” – Romans 8:28